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  God blinked and Lo! the Nebulae!

  Ben blinked; electric founts poured from his hands;

  Within a century his sparks had lit the lands

  And filled the towns with noon at night.

  Such was God’s vision.

  Such was Ben’s sight.

  And after long years, some eighty-odd or more

  Of intemperate days, good afternoons, storms, calms,

  Bad fights, then making peace,

  Vast multiples of weather,

  God yawned, Ben gummed his eyes,

  But still arguing… went off to bed together

  SOME LIVE LIKE LAZARUS

  Some live like Lazarus

  In a tomb of life and come forth curious late

  To twilight hospital and mortuary room.

  From one womb to another

  Is but a falling step;

  Yet Innocence unbandaged

  Blinks at Truth in terror

  And would blind itself again!

  But better the lame drags forth at last

  From morning sickness waxed to twilight sleeps

  Thine own self litter forth in autumn’s self-consume

  Than linger in one room.

  Let summer wander idiot in these eyes

  Which stricken wide one wild sweet moment upon day

  Fix, transfix, and die,

  Than, warned by widows, stifled in a cage

  All stillborn stay.

  From first cry to last breath

  If all one knows is death upon a frost-rimed path

  To yet more ice,

  Let one warm breath suffice

  For July dawns of hail

  And August snows when stormbound senses fail.

  Best Lazarus born of witch-hag, shocked, miscarrying

  Than, senses shorn, gone ill with thought

  Of marrying ear to music,

  Eye to luscious color,

  Nose to time and tide’s caprice,

  Hand to squalor.

  Tongue to late sour wine must answer sweet.

  Mere roadway dust-track now name street.

  Best Lazarus born a dwarf dismembered

  Than cat-sick hairball choked in half-out,

  Hid moth-hair, chaff-seed, cold steam of un-lust

  Unthrust, by hungry Death himself quite ill-remembered,

  Never birthed at all.

  Better cold skies seen bitter to the North

  Than blind unseeing sac-bile gone to ghost.

  If Rio is lost, love the Antarctic Coast.

  O ancient Lazarus!!

  Come ye forth.

  THESE UNSPARKED FLINTS,

  THESE UNCUT GRAVESTONE BRIDES

  The ladies in the libraries

  Do not go home at night;

  Stand watch, be sure, just wait

  Outside the mellow place at nine

  Crouched down in bush and elderberry vine,

  Look in through windows tall

  Where virgin brides go quiet as the dust

  By shelves where titles ranked, gold-bright as foxes’ eyes,

  Glint sparks of lust.

  Among the million dead and million more to perish

  These unsparked flints, these uncut gravestone brides

  Do nourish silence, and their tread

  Is stuff of moss and downfell rust.

  They do not touch the floor, incircling the dark,

  To one-by-one pull strings to snatch the light,

  Extinguish and move on to next and snatch again,

  Keys at their waists ajingle in a gentle rain,

  Like skaters in a summer dream,

  Their spectacles agleam beneath the greenglass shades.

  The smell of hyacinth pervades where they have been

  And goes before as harbinger of youngness kept

  Clasp-corseted in Iron Maiden flesh.

  Where air was warm and bounteous on the sill,

  In passing, such as these give vapors and the chill

  To airs that touch and move aside.

  They hide themselves a moment in the stacks

  To shove long needles murderous in their hair

  And find themselves in mirrors, unaware;

  Both seer and seen the Queen of Iceland’s crop,

  A blind stare, a strange drift of unshaped snow.

  Then, at the door they go, give last looks round the shop

  Where Time is vended in the books,

  Where skin prolapses from the dinosaur,

  Then wheel again to knife the air, go out and down the street

  To places no one knows.

  They do not go.

  Their coats all buttoned tight,

  Their spectacles fresh-washed, they spin to call:

  “Is anybody there?”

  In hopes that some deep terrifying voice of man

  Might some night soon reply, “Ah, yes.”

  Their ringless fingers tremble on their dress.

  They hold their breath, their souls, they wait.

  Then reach up for the last light-string and yank.

  The night drops down.

  But in the instant of eclipse

  They snap-close-clench themselves like

  Ancient paper flowers of Japan.

  A wind from basements dank and attics desert-dry

  Breathes up, breathes down the air,

  These scentless flowers shower everywhere!

  And where before the brittle women stood,

  Some vagrant tattered crepes now tap the floor.

  As for the rest, the lustful books on shelves gape wide

  And into these the funeral-flower souls now rattle,

  Tickle, rustle, hide, and, hiding, rest;

  Each to its age, each to its own and proper nest.

  This maid to Greece and Rape of the Sabines,

  That one to Child’s Crusade

  Where knights shuck off their stuffs

  To bed the sixteenth summer maid;

  The third and last cold statue turned to farewell summer’s dust

  Flies up the Transylvania height

  And welcomes lust by showing it her neck

  And trading randy bite for bite.

  All, all turned to bookmarks!

  Slipped in dreadful books

  Where loving makes a din

  Ten times as loud as loving in the world beyond the shelves.

  Tucked in warm dark the bookmark maidens

  Feel themselves crushed and beauteously mangled,

  Scream and gibber all the night,

  Only swooning down to dreaming sleep at dawn,

  Smiles creped about their mouths.

  Squashed flat ‘twixt Robin and his nimble nibbling men,

  And Arthur who, if thanked,

  Will pull Excalibur from them at breakfast-time,

  And so be King, his weapon free of stone

  That held it fast, all hungry for a fight.

  Such screams! Such gladsome mourns of happiness!

  List, listen! by the library.

  But, soft… the books, gummed shut, do muffle it.

  The maids all night each night are maids no more.

  Come back at noon.

  And see the ancient cronies three, aswoon,

  All somewhat tipsy-drunk and tenterhooked with memory

  Propped up at desks as if the sun were still the moon.

  Give nod,

  Give book,

  Go off, but never ask, for you will never know

  Where, where o where at night

  These long lost cold-chipped marble ladies go.

  Ask silence,

  Linger on awhile

  But all you’ll have for answer

  Is a sad remembrance smile

  They’ll quickly cover with a Kleenex, wipe away.

  So, old again and lonely and unsquashed

  And ringless, pale, and breathing only ice,

  They face the heatless noon,

  The sunless hours of day,
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  AND THIS DID DANTE DO

  The truth is this:

  That long ago in times

  Before the birth of Light,

  Old Dante Alighieri prowled this way

  On continent unknown to mad Columbus;

  Made landfall here by sneaking, sly Machine,

  Invention of his candle-flickered soul

  Which, wafted upon storms,

  Brought him in harmful mission down.

  So, landed upon wilderness of dust

  Where buffaloes stamped forth

  A panic of immense heartbeat,

  Dante scanned round and stamped his foot,

  And hoofed the trembling flints l

  And named a Ring of Hell.

  With parchment clenched in tremorous fist,

  He inked out battlements of grime

  And arcs of grinding coggeries which, struck,

  Snowed down a dreadful cereal of rust

  Long years before such iron soots were dreamt

  Or made, or flown,

  Long long before such avenues of steel in sky were sought.

  So, in a guise like Piranesi lost amidst-among

  His terrible proud Prisons,

  The Poet sketched a vaster, higher, darker Pent-up Place

  A living demon-clouded sulphur-spread of Deep.

  From tenement to tenement of clapboard dinge

  He rinsed a sky with coal-sack burning,

  Hung clouds with charcoal flags

  Of nightgowns flapping like strange bats

  Shocked down from melancholy steam-purged locomotive caves.

  Then through it all put scream of metal flesh,

  Great dinosaur machines charged forth by night,

  All stomaching of insucked souls Pent up in windowed cells.

  Delivered into concrete river-shallow streets,

  Men fled themselves from spindrift shade

  Of blown black chimney sifts and blinds of smoking ghosts.

  And on the brows of all pale citizens therein

  Stamped looks of purest terror,

  Club-foot panic and despair,

  A rank, a raveling dismay that spread in floods

  To drain off in a lake long since gone sour

  With discharged outpouring of slime.

  So drawn, so put to parchment, so laid down

  In raw detail, this Ring of Hell (No mind what Number!)

  Was Dante’s greatest Inventory counting-up

  Of Souls in dread Purgation.

  He stood a moment longer in the dust.

  He let the frightened drumpound heart of buffalo tread

  Please to excite his blood.

  Then, desecration-proud, happy at the great Black Toy

  He’d printed, builded, wound, and set to run

  In fouled self-circlings,

  Old Dante hoisted up his heels,

  Left low the continental lake shore cloven, stamped,

  And hied him home to Florence and his bed,

  And laid him down still dreaming with a smile,

  And in his sleep spoke centuries before its birth

  The Name of this Abyss, the Pit, the Ring of Hell

  He had machinery-made:

  CHICAGO!

  Then slept,

  And forgot his child.

  YOU CAN GO HOME AGAIN

  They say you cannot, no, in any way

  Go home again.

  Yet home I came,

  And picked an hour when the train

  Slid in upon the golden track of twilight to the town.

  I rode in bronze and saw the panoply of ore

  Laid out on every leaf and every roofing cope

  And balustrade;

  The train rode high on trestle as it braked on toward its stop

  And I gazed out upon that special dusking sea

  Which washes for scant minutes on the world

  At rise and set of sun.

  Stepped down, I moved upon the yellow planks

  Torn up from all the halls of ancient myths. The station sign was gold.

  The trees, my god, the trees wore epaulettes!

  The ivy on the old school wall was dazzling braid.

  And in the shade the eye of cat sent forth

  A minted signaling which could be spent!

  The walks I trod were saffron from an Indian sand;

  The lawns were amber carpetings

  Where warrior ants climbed stricken with such luscious tints

  As made them seem the richest armory in time.

  Mere bees upon the air were tapestries.

  And down the slanted beams of now-lost afternoon

  And soon-come night

  A spider made his way

  On harps of honey-colored twine

  Which struck might cry with pure delight.

  All, all was light!

  The very air swam syrupy with tunes of wind

  And rattlings of coins which tufted every branch.

  The leaves beneath each tree were jackpot avalanche.

  A dog trot-rambled by

  His fur made up of stuffs from out Fort Knox,

  His eyes cuff-links he sported without pride,

  Accepted, knew, forgot, and took in stride.

  The house where I was born,

  My grandma’s house,

  Most terrible, most beautiful of all!

  As I came by

  Aflame it was, all fire in the windows

  From the plunging sun;

  Each glass a meld of brazen metals

  From old shields on which a thousand dead

  Were proudly borne toward sunset cairns.

  As if raised high upon the instant of my coming

  The windows dazzled, clamoring the lawns,

  Then rushed to set more torches

  On the blazing rose-filled porches,

  And attics danced with firefly dust

  As cupolas took light like lust

  And virgin chandeliers were crazed

  And cracked with flame.

  I stood amazed,

  I trod the flaxen grass;

  Let smoldering towers blind my gaze.

  Never such welcome!

  In all my days of going forth and coming back,

  Never such wealth.

  The sunset knew my lack

  And sparked a million bons to show the way,

  All celebrant, a burning down of happiness

  Before my river-running, gladsome-fractured eyes.

  All of its banks it opened,

  All of its wealth it spent

  In one last great pervading spree.

  I sensed but one cool shade of Death behind a single tree

  Waiting for the silent river of light to ebb

  So it might seize not only cash but me.

  But now it was an hour all sweetly met;

  I did come home and chose by clumsy miracle

  A time which made the world stand still

  Mute-struck to bronze.

  A statue, then, I fed myself the splendid prides of air

  And heard the birds that sang with jeweled throats:

  You’ll live forever. This, your summer, gone eternal,

  Will stay fair.

  I stayed.

  The sun went out.

  The sky shut down its light.

  Gone wise, a few days later, rising up near dawn

  I made my way through streets of night

  To train and left the way I came—

  As sun fired gold to mint the town;

  Still the same king I was upon arriving

  All royal gowned I left in a lie of light.

  The last I saw of it

  The town was, avenue and shop, bright swathed

  In goldleaf touching and renewed.

  A tree all dripped with Spanish royal doubloons

  Shook with premonitions as I passed


  And mouthed farewells.

  In Chicago

  Some hours later,

  The railway station men’s room

  Smelled like the lion house

  At the zoo

  In Dublin.

  When I was very old.

  AND DARK OUR CELEBRATION WAS

  And dark our celebration was,

  For Death was sweet to us;

  By that I mean it filled our sacks so full

  We leaned atilt round moonlit corners of the town

  And sprinted on to doorways where we buzzed and rang

  And lit the pumpkin windows and held forth our hands

  To take the treasures of the time,

  Then ran again, my lovely thistle girls and I

  Gone old within a night yet young with them.

  How grand such Eves, how good such girls

  That they slowed pace for ancient boys like me.

  Who could not give it up, stay home, put by that holiday.

  I had to go, to lurch, to tap, to laugh, to walk at last

  All happy-tired home in cold wind blowing

  With the full-lit moon to wife and hearth and aunts

  Come by to wait for us: the crazy man and his wild pride

  Of maiden beasts.

  Long years ahead, dear girls, on nights like those,

  Do please drop by at dusk, come sit upon my stone

  And speak glad words

  To spirit gone but wishing to be still

  With you when you go forth with your own children

  Thus to filch and prize and laugh at every door.

  No more. I stay.

  But save for me a single sweet, some Milky Way to munch

  Or bring a pumpkin cut and lit and place it so to warm my feet.

  Then on the path run, go! knowing that I’m not dead,

  For you are my head, my heart, my limbs, my blood set free;

  You are the me that is warm,

  I am the me that is cold,

  You are the me that is young,

  I old.

  But what of that?!

  Death’s mean at all his Tricks, God, yes,

  But you the Treats

  Who run to beg my life and yours

  In all the Future’s wild, delirious, dark

  But warm and living streets.

  MRS. HARRIET MADDEN ATWOOD,

  WHO PLAYED THE PIANO FOR THOMAS A. EDISON

  FOR THE WORLD’S FIRST PHONOGRAPH RECORD,

  IS DEAD AT 105

  And did you know that still she was alive?

  Somewhere, old Harriet Madden Atwood, there’s a name!

  And freshly gone now at, listen to the sum:

  One hundred years plus five!